I dreamed a long dream of being in library and looking at inappropriate sexual drawing manga material, then I was at a place where there was a car and my crush was at the wheel and a lady he has in his pictures who is a friend but looks like a longtime ago girlfriend sits next to him and they both ignore me even though my things are in the back open trunk, suddenly I was at a play on stage and randomly I had a black cloak over me and me and my friend were laughing, put the cloak over my head to prank the audience. There was a bunch of people sitting on chairs on stage also me and my friend took me and the chair and moved me to corner of stage as if I am a mysterious shadow and the audience had no idea whats going on. Suddenly my crush, guy interest, reappears around and is acting on stage walking around he comes up to me and suddenly presses something against the side of my forehead, to close something in a compartment box and did it pretty rudely, speaking arrogantly. Afterwards I am still sitting in this cloak and he orders me to make a list, draw some boxes, write it on a note because hes like a main guy on stage and I start to cry and get upset and hide my tears, I woke up feeling sad.
Dreams often reflect our subconscious thoughts, feelings, and experiences. Analyzing the elements in your dream can reveal some of what may be on your mind or in your heart.
Library and Inappropriate Material: Libraries often symbolize knowledge, discovery, and exploration. The inappropriate sexual drawings may indicate a desire to explore your sexuality or fantasies but could also reflect feelings of guilt or shame about those desires. This element might also point towards curiosity about relationships in a way that feels taboo.
Crush with Another Girl: Seeing your crush with someone else, especially an ex or a friend who resembles a past girlfriend, suggests feelings of jealousy or insecurity. This part of the dream could reflect your fears about being overlooked or not being enough for someone you desire.
Being on Stage: The theater setting often symbolizes performance, public perception, and personal identity. You might feel as if you're performing for others, hiding your true self (as represented by the black cloak). It could suggest examination of how you present yourself to the world versus who you really are.
The Cloak and the Audience: Wearing the cloak and playing with your friend shows a playful side of you, but being moved to the corner as a "mysterious shadow" reflects feelings of being sidelined or ignored. This could represent sentiments of invisibility or your longing for attention and recognition that you're currently not experiencing.
Interaction with Crush: The moment when your crush interacts with you in a rude manner can represent feelings of rejection or being belittled. It might reflect an internal struggle with self-esteem and confidence in your interactions with those you have feelings for.
Crying and Hiding Tears: Crying in the dream suggests emotional pain, and wanting to hide your tears may reflect a desire to maintain a brave face or not let others see your vulnerabilities. This part of the dream indicates unresolved feelings that need to be addressed, potentially concerning your self-worth and emotional state.
Overall, this dream might symbolize feelings of insecurity, longing for recognition, and the tension between your desires and your fears. It suggests that there may be unresolved emotions in your waking life concerning your crush, your self-image, or how you feel you are perceived by others. Reflecting on these themes in your life and how they impact you may provide further insight and lead to personal growth.